To daffy – My Imaginary Brother

Said my non-biological brother
A diamond that I found
Have I been that fool
Not to see the reality

Blinded by the love
A mother has for a child
Didn’t see the truth beyond
All that was my imagination

You are the only one I share
All my secrets heard few times
All that was fake stories
Didn’t know at that time

Why I been a fool
Why I was so blind
Why I cared so much
Why I vested so much love

I am not in your circle
Said few times after some hurt
No, you are wrong heard no of times
Truly never was I, now I know

Evil sister, mother of birth before
Never shall I leave you
Need you every step of my life
Heard these lines few times

Not a family, not a sister
Not a mother of previous birth
Not a friend, not even known
None I was, never I was any

No one would ever, not even an enemy
Hurt your loved ones forever
Lies, dishonesty, betrayal and cheating
All that was I left with

All my dreams wish and happiness
Uttered I innocently several times
No of promises I received
All that was fake and false now I know

Dreamed about the convocation
Proudly I was hoping to tell everyone
That’s my little brother you see
Receiving Master’s degree

A girl that he ties the knot
Not with a bad patch not with any history
Just a sweet girl with a beautiful heart
The promise I received fulfilling my desire

Many other sweet dreams…
Dancing with daffy at his wedding
Watching he ties the knot with tears of joy
Were only dreams that shattered beyond repair

Oh no, a nightmare of early this year
That came true for real mid-year
A damsel or work taking him away forever
Breaking my heart and leaving me in pain

Told my nightmare to my baby brother
With an aching sadness filled heart
Saw a bad dream you gonna leave me
A woman gonna split us apart

No one no girl or nothing
Will ever come between us
I shall never ever leave you
Heard that over and over

The nightmare came true
A woman became priority
Mother of Previous birth or the sibling
All became none at that time

The woman I desired to be with
Character or conduct no matter
Masters or family don’t give a damn
All the promises all fake, finally he revealed

Who are you to put in two cents
Level with, that I don’t care a hoot
This is the reality that he played
Watched with a tearful heart

The cyclone that came in June
Left me with a pain and hurt
A bleeding heart and crying soul
Will it ever heal, I don’t know

All I wish now to forget and
Erase the image of imaginary brother
Never shall I ever look back and think
Such one’s existence ever

Just a mere wish for God to grant me
If God is listening to my aching heart
Wish He justify all my tears and
Heal the wounded soul