It’s Diwali

It’s a festival of lights
It’s to enlighten the heart
It’s the festival of colours
In my heart it’s all dark

Thinking of my baby brother
Truth is he never was
Trying to forget his existence
Tears are rolling now

No Diwali messages
Not a line of wish
Nothing I received
Now that he changed

It was all my imagination
In my heart I thought
It’s an everlasting bond
In the end it’s all fake

Told him not to contact
Till I leave this world
True I said that cos
Trust and all were gone

Never would he listen
Neither would he wait
Nothing would stop him
No of emails he sends

No more emails he sends
Not that he listens
Now that he doesn’t care
Not a sister I am anymore

Hurting myself inside
Heavy heart and eyes
Hear I am smiling outside
Hey I will be ok one day